2003/09/11

I do the urine test today and the result show that I am pregnant. Wow! It’s so amazing! I came to the Hospital of Taipei Medical University in the beginning of August because my MC didn’t come on regular frequency. The Chief of the obstetrics and gynecology department is Dr. Tyzen. He is a famous doctor in this field. He designed a cure process of me include take medicine and injection. Further, he calculated the date which has the highest probability to get pregnant and I follow his direction so seriously. So, just one month, we make the wish come true.





2003/10/09

The first Ultrasound picture was taken on Oct. 9th 2003. She is between the Xs in the middle of the picture. In that time, she is 0.8 cm high like a peanut and her heartbeat is 128 times per minute. Doctor told me that I can’t take anything heavy and should take care of myself seriously now, because it’s the beginning period of my pregnant, the placenta and amniotic fluid are not formed. My baby is fragile in this period of time.





2003/11/10

Before Nov. 10th is a period of tough days of me. Roy told me some of his coworkers would come to visit; I have to cleaning the house and do this and do that. I’m unhappy because he forgot it’s my birthday and even ask me so much. I plan to leave home and go to some place quite by myself the next day and seek the peace of life.

The result is so surprise! He planed the little party for me. He invited my best friends to come. Pan, Fun, Raby and her little baby come to join with me. It’s really unanticipated and I’m moved. Today is a unforgettable and happy day.

I think I’m not an attentive wife and ignore something he does for me. He is a good husband I know. I feel so warm in heart.



2003/11/11

The second Ultrasound picture was taken on Nov. 11th 2003. Her shape is clearer, I can see her head, body and hand roughly. She is 5.3 cm high now. It’s the first time I can see her shape and so amazing she is created by Roy and me, from so tiny thing.

This period of time is among the third month of the pregnancy, a really tough time!! I feel like vomiting all day long especially eating and brushing my teeth. Everything smells terrible.

Seafood is my favorite original, but I don’t appreciate it in this period of time. I feel my appetite changes in some level, sometime I desire some heavy taste food like spicy hot pot, soured food from Southeast countries etc.. I know it’s not healthy to me and my baby, so I try to control my desire.





2003/11/12

I start to eat the vitamins designed for pregnant women and the fish oil from Japan contains DHA for my baby. The elements make my baby grow better, healthier and smarter.



2003/12/09

The third Ultrasound picture was taken on Dec. 9th 2003. From head to bottom is 10.8 cm high. She has lived in my uterus for 16 weeks. From this picture, we can see her body from side and see her body scale easily. She has a relative big head like a newborn baby. Look it clearly, we can almost image her face. Oh! She is so cute! She is my baby!



2003/12/30

She is inside of me for 19 weeks and today is the first day I feel she move. Not so strongly and obviously. It’s an unusual feeling/experience of me. When she moves, I know she exists and she is real. I will think about her and care everything/ any information about her all day.



2004/01/01

Elder brother-in-law is very considerable. He drives me to the office as possible as he can (about three or four days a week). It really helps me so much. I don’t have to jostle on the crowded bus and MRT. And he concern about the baby-sitting of my baby in the further, even ask my sister-in-law to get relative information around the neighborhood. I really very appreciate of him.



2004/01/03

Roy and I join with Jeff’s family in a restaurant with good Thailand food. After meal, we go an herbal medicine shop with Jeff and Barbara, because their child gets cold. Jeff gave us a bottle of pearl powder bought from here. We are so appreciate and would like to see the herbal medicine shop too.

I make the shop owner to check my pulse. He said everything of my baby and I is smooth and we don’t need to take any additional something. He said my baby might be ‘she’, and will look like me. So she will be a beautiful girl.



2004/01/06

The fourth Ultrasound picture was taken on Jan, 6th 2004, the pregnant check for 20 weeks unborn baby. The Doctor take a detail check for me, so I know it’s she not he on this day. From the screen of ultrasound, I can see her heart beating, her stomach and her five fingers and toes. She is so active and waves her hand, stretches her leg and even opens/close her mouth. The Doctor make joke of me, he said”You see! She is calling you Mom!” Roy and I smile, It’s so nice feeling.

This is the picture being taken from bottom side and just for an especially part of my baby. As you see, the arrowhead in the middle points out the sexual organ, the genitals. Ooh! It’s so shy l! Don’t see me like that.

To tell the truth, I expect a boy at the beginning but Roy expect a girl so much. “Father loves girl” Is it the golden rule? A health baby will be the biggest gift God to us. Girl or boy is the same to me and I will love it so much.





2004/01/08

I got an email from Raby, my best friend and sister from senior high school; she set up a news station for her 7-month old little girl. Of course she writes some feeling and notes for her little girl. It inspired me.

I’m a lazy mom, but I love my daughter so much and I would like to keep every wonderful memory between my baby and me. She will be the treasure of my family. Every thing she done was/is/will be an important part of Roy and me. It’s the process she grows, the elements my family constructs and the reason we join together.



2004/01/10

It’s the graduate ceremony of CUNY in the morning. The courses of EMSM (Executive Master of Science Marketing) are from Oct.2002 to Dec. 2003. I learn a lot form it and make some friends. I’m glad I’m graduated and relief some schoolwork burden when I get a new responsibility (prepare to be a mom).





2004/01/10

In the afternoon, my mom, younger sister, Roy and I go hiking in maintains in Shin-Dain. It’s good weather and the cherry blossoms bloom everywhere.



It’s the end of winter and the beginning of spring. Everything of the world is wake up and growing fast, like my love of my family. Before marriage, most of times, I think about myself and put my needs in the first position.

Now, I can feel something changes, I thought it’s a lesson Roy taught me. He shows me a different type of life. He always considers about the family or friends’ needs. Sometime I feel tired and complain, but finally, I always find it’s worthy and substantial in my mind.







2004/01/17 to 01/26

It’s a long vacation for Chinese lunar New Year. In this period of time, we celebrate, eating and join with family everyday. 1/20 to 1/22 we go to Ken-ding a famous sightseeing spot in south Taiwan. On the way home in 1/22, we visit the flower exhibition in mid Taiwan. It’s so crowed and too many people there. I feel so tired and I think I walk too much today.





2004/01/31

Today is the day for the fifth Ultrasound picture taken for 24-weeks unborn baby. I’m asked to drink a lot of sugar water and draw blood to check the glucosuria of me. The result will be known on next week.

I told the Doctor that sometime I get upset because sometimes I can’t feel my baby’s action all day long during this pass month and I’m so worry about her mood and healthy condition. But everything is ok, from the screen, she moves so frequency and I can’t feel such slight movement.

The Ultrasound picture of my baby today is focus on her face. We can see her facial features clearly. She is like an angel of us. Her weight is about 735 g today.



2004/02/01

I feel my ligament of lower abdomen hurt from last week. Actually, I told my Doctor yesterday. He said it’s normal because I have to use these ligaments to carry the baby’s weight. But I think I may walk too much in the flower exhibition during the lunar new year vacation.



2004/02/07

I come back to the hospital to see the result of glucosuria test. The report is satisfied. Everything is ok. She is a healthy baby.
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